Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Alla Pugacheva can not forgive herself for an abortion

After several years passed since that terrible moment in her life, Alla found the strength to make a sensational confession: she could have a second child. But a famous singer could not make it, you make a fateful decision. At that time she had made a terrible sin to end a pregnancy, blames diva these days. This child is born - Nikita Presnyakov - he is now, it would probably be about the same age as their grandchildren singer. She was then made a terrible sin had to terminate a pregnancy, even debt diva so far ... Alla life was turbulent, her novels always full of passion. The father of her unborn child was Yevgeny Boldin. He remembers every moment of his marriage to Alla. - One day in 1974, we agreed to meet at the home of Alla - says Boldin. - I came, she put the bottle on the table, "wheat" and to drink it, we have the conversation. It turned out that Allah shall, as human beings. The next day I was a director of its employees, and a few years later - her lawful husband. By the way, made signs with Boldin Alla Borisovna. The singer, who admired the country, could not, in the opinion of the party, to live in a civil marriage. So again Alla Borisovna and Boldin appeared just abroad. They had to sign a register office in the Community. They went there "to escape" in fur coats, stamped passports, and everything went on as usual. - You know, Alla, one might say, was her private life - now says Eugene. - And I'm never not climb in it. So, for example, for me, it was a tragedy that people in a given period "married" her Kuzmina, then Chelobanova ... I am 16 years lived out their tasks, their work. We never said, and still very much aware of each other. At that time, it was exactly what I needed. Then formed a major alliance with Philip, now near Maxim Galkin, and therefore they must this man and when we parted with Alla, everything was organic and quiet, no insults and claims against each other ... Abortion ... Then, in the late 80s, was when Alla a mother for the second time their lives literally be in full swing. Pugacheva has his theater songs by artists, the young Philip were opened, toured with his own gigs around the country and abroad. Career on the rise. And suddenly - a malaise whose cause she could not identify. The words that you heard Alla Borisovna by doctors were for her and her husband is a real shock. She is pregnant! And now for the sake of her unborn child to give up everything? It was painful - all the "pros" and "cons" to weigh, to doubt, to see for himself. They did not know what to do. Tortured. Endlessly discussed the situation. Eugene wanted a child, but ... In the end, the couple made a decision: an abortion ... - This was our big mistake - says Eugene, and it seems that every word given to him to mental pain. - Now I know, it was necessary to give birth, no matter what! But then there was a situation ... We thought it's impossible! Many trips abroad, a very tight schedule, it was simply impossible to cancel. And we get to put family over career. I do not put pressure on Alla saw only that it is not ready now, to have a child. And do not influence their decision ... Daughter to have an abortion, Pugacheva was six months into a real depression. Tosca stone lies on her heart, and nothing will ever let go of the pain, even the beloved daughter Christina, after Alla, "the main thing. Their happiness and hope" Pugacheva has always tried to be a good mother for Christina. With her father, her first husband, Mykolas Orbakasom, Alla met in 1967 at the circus school. There they had a meeting about the tour, and on this day, to leave the house, she suspected, "Who will go first to the school door, the one and true love." And so it was that he went Orbakas. In 1969 he married young - "Student", a poor, but very funny. They lived in a studio apartment, not show, and was born in May 1970, Christina. Frankly, Alla was able to devote a lot of time with the child. First four years, Christina, in general, being raised by her grandmother. But then, after her divorce from Orbakasom, the girl lived with her mother. Their friendship had always been associated, very trusting relationship. - You have a bad egg! - Christine says in those moments when she saw that her mother saw her again "Unknown" because of his explosiveness. Now Alla - the first guide for Christine, a caring grandmother her children. - What is your dream job? - You recently said on the radio station "Allah." - Yes, just about to have my family, all was well. Especially Christine, Nikita ... I think the future is not easy, they have something in their life very much. Disease in Allu fell as a punishment from God - soon after the abortion she on the edge of life and death. It started with a harmless type of plastic surgery, which is manufactured in Switzerland. But when he returned to Russia, Pugacheva felt bad. The disease develops rapidly. And now, the Russian doctors save his star patient with severe intoxication with a shrug: they were afraid that the people's favorite, can not survive ... Appendicitis, abscess stitches after the operation the tumor in the breast ...: - After my on me all the effort was near death - Later recalled the singer. Ahead Alla Borisovna awaited new study. A passionate desire to have a mother again and the inability of the child to make the desired beloved. Back to a Baby Diva wanted a few years later. Divorce with Boldin was over. Now the wife of a young singer Philip Kirkorov. Newlyweds dream not hide the fact that the children's dreams. Alla go on even left the stage "to preserve." ? Had to lie down on the advice of doctors, because the singer was "at risk": "I am four and a half months was with the feet, not moving, so what the child not to keep three or four months - and a miscarriage - confessed. . Pugacheva in an interview at the time - I'm sorry, but the attempt was unsuccessful birth: pregnancy is not maintained there are reasons for my health and that I am not 18 years old ... "Allah made the last attempt in 1996. have. Then miscarriage occurred already at a fairly long period. Alla and Philip realized that the child does not, and heartbroken Kirkorov has in interviews that she said, "they do not need." But how is it experienced? Philip had done the scene the song "little secret" that recorded in the studio, when Alla was pregnant, and was a happy time of the birth of the baby. - Most of my mistake - that's what I'm sixteen ago gave birth to a child - said recently, "Life" Alla. - I can not forgive myself. Every time I see a candle in the church, forgive me. But ... It is a sin, that you'll see when someone in order to make them carefully and then something goes wrong! If in Siberia began to build the temple for sin mothers get rid of fetuses in the womb, from fans of the singer named a donation. And the wall of the church was a stone with the name of Allah. Diva and she prayed during a pilgrimage to Jerusalem, asking the Lord to help her soul ... Say near Alla Borisovna people that Pugachev wanted, whether it's a boy, call him Nikita. She was wrong. But later, his eldest daughter Christina was the name. Alla and often calls his grandson. "My son" Diva dreamed so his son ... A little secret of the great love that song Philip wrote in the time Alla waited with his child. Both were hoping for the birth of a baby ... Philip wanted to perform this song on stage, when a child is born, but unfortunately this did not happen. And the song is laid down on the shelf for good. Somewhere in the depths of a tortured soul seemed lost again feeling. Why must I cry, laugh why, why am I so happy and sad? Perhaps you do not mind, maybe it's all of a sudden I wanted, and at the same time little secret of the great love that we are born with. Chorus: A little secret of true love has become known sooner or later anyway. A little secret of great love for the first time, said today: "Mom" All he had to have it as it is written in the happy fairy tale, it's just you, and my love, and a little motherly affection. As I started to say something or just talk, like brothers. A little secret of the great love closes quietly his eyes ...

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